The 4 main steps on my journey
My journey began with a Soul Orgasm in 2010 on a Greek island.
In 2010, a painful break up led me to have my first oneness experience, which I have now learned to call it a “Soul orgasm.” I found myself feeling like my physical body was dissolving into the landscape around me. I knew that a whole new world was becoming available to me. I became interested in energy work and the work of multi-dimensionality.
I began exploring tantra and somatic movement in 2012
In 2012, I began to explore tantra and somatic movement practice. I enrolled in a one-year training in Berlin in an attempt to find resolution with regards to issues relating to relationships and sexuality and found that the potency of the impact expanded to every part of my life: Money, career, family life, health, etc. I was an interior designer at the time but knew that a significant change was coming. I became initiated to mystery school practices such as the deep dive, a process in which one spends days and nights in complete darkness, practicing sequences of breath sound and movement, a death/birth process which involves shedding layers of patterning, cultural conditioning and illusions, allowing us to expand into a life of greater potential.
Initiation into shamanism 2014
In 2014, I was visiting a temple in Thailand when a voice came to me (as if emerging from a buddha statue) telling me to go lie down to meditate for 30 minutes. I obeyed. For hours my body was being moved by spontaneous undulating and wave-like movements I could not control, and I was chanting in languages I could not recognise or understand. After hours of this mysterious process, I passed out and awoke to feel vulnerable like a newborn. I knew everything would be different from now on. My initiation to shamanism followed shortly in 2015 in the open fields of Mongolian. I began to travel the world, participating in ceremonies. I trained with Arizona-based sexual shaman Kenneth Ray Stubbs, with whom I co-created the Earth Energy Project.
Over the years, the words “sex shaman” would resonate strongly, and I found myself benefiting immensely from practices that combined the shamanic intensity I had learned, the somatic processes I had been trained in, and the sexual conceptualisations which had emerged from my explorations. I found myself beginning to teach workshops on vortex energy, money, and sexuality. I began to coin the term “Orgasm field” to describe the field which exists in the non-local realm, which is the source of all.